October 24, 2011

Lists!

Lists!

Reasons I Hate Windows:
1: asking permission a stupid number of times
2: asking permission a stupid number of times, then refusing to do what I want.
3: Poor security/viruses
4: It has too much of a monopoly on programs, although that's being fixed.
5: It forces terrible programs like windows media player in and makes them impossible to remove.
6: relatively slow
7: relatively less freedom to customize your system
8: overpriced.
9: owned by an evil corporation
10: has less support online than linux

Things I have in my room

1: window
2. desktop
3. desk
4. dresser
5. easel
6. toolbox
7. artbox
8. closet
9. filing case
10. books

Stuff I Want To Do More

1. Bike
2. Play Grounders
3. Visual art
4: Keep up with news/politics
5: Take part in social movements
6: Hang out with the friends I don't live with
7: Writing
8: Try new things
9: Buy used/freecycle
10: MAKE things

Skills I Want To Learn

1: Parkour
2: Sewing
3: carpentry
4: programming
5: some sort of instrument (keyboard?)
6: time management
7: hydroponics
8: personal paperwork management
9: from-scratch cooking
10: actual magic

Things I Intend To Change To Save Money:

1: ISPs.
2: Stop paying dnd subscription
3: Never pay monthly for a cell.
4: Don't keep cash/ meticulously keep track of cash.
5: Destroy vestiges of brand loyalty
6: Sleep on any non-essential purchases
7: Periodical transfers to a savings account
8: Bike and bus more, cab less
9: buy fresh ingredients only when needed
10: make my own bread

Webcomics I Read

1: Homestuck
2: Questionable Content
3: xkcd
4: Templar, Arizona
5: Ménage à 3
6: Bad Machinery
7: Underling
8: Pictures For Sad Children
9: Candi
10: White Noise

 Animals I'd like to have

1. Cat
2. Falcon
3: Goat
4: Chicken
5: Ferret
6: Some kind of fish in a pond
7: Raven
8: Horse?
9: Fox
10: Rat

Things I should be doing

1: Looking into occupy fredericton
2: Applying on jobs
3: Cleaning
4: Picking up my parcel/groceries
5: Making cookies
6: Working on my awesome halloween costume
7: Editing my previous blog entry to make sense
8: Finishing my weird art collage so I can get junk off of my floor
9: Working on the dnd game I've been meaning to do forever
10: Rebuilding social contact with my friends I don't live with

Qualities I possess

1: I associate gods with tyrants
2: I am inspired by music
3: I am made of meat
4: I love knowledge
5: I am socially awkward
6: I am often careless
7: I battle with self-deception
8: I find most physical exertion bothersome
9: I am a technophile
10: I generally like people

Regrets I would have if I died right now

1: I never learned to play an instrument- oh jegus that's a big one

2: Never pursuing any of my interests enough to become exceptional

3: The pain of those hurt by my death. No real avoiding it.

4: The friendships that died because I didn't put the effort in.

5: All of my procrastination.

6: That I kept my eyes so tightly shut for so long on my
obligations to the world

7: All the abandoned ideas and plans I had that could have been more if I had only given them the attention they were due

8: My imbalance of learnt theory and practical skills that can actually do things

9: That I never learnt to enjoy work

10: Hurting Erin. I think I've hurt myself with it more over the years than she ever was, but it's the only time I really hurt someone intentionally and for no good reason. And she was my best friend.

October 19, 2011

Investment is stealing

It annoys me so much when people talk about "making your money work for you!". I keep seeing it, encouraging you to invest. It's a full metaphor, not just something people say. They usually start talking about how your money is thousands of little employees who will tirelessly work for you so you don't need to. But money can't work, money is supposed to be an abstraction of labour value. It can't produce itself.


I've been trying to look up more about what investment actually IS, and the information is actually really hard to find. So I may have a few things backwards, but my point is fairly self explanatory I think. Money is an abstraction of labour. It's only supposed to exist when someone works for it. Thus,  getting money for nothing is a way of stealing someone's labour value. This could be by underpaying those at the bottom, or more indirectly like printing money and driving up inflation- undermining EVERYONE'S labour.



When you look for information about investing a lot of what you'll see is just this kind of stuff:


"It's actually pretty simple: investing means putting your money to work for you. Essentially, it's a different way to think about how to make money. Growing up, most of us were taught that you can earn an income only by getting a job and working. And that's exactly what most of us do. There's one big problem with this: if you want more money, you have to work more hours. However, there is a limit to how many hours a day we can work, not to mention the fact that having a bunch of money is no fun if we don't have the leisure time to enjoy it

You can't create a duplicate of yourself to increase your working time, so instead, you need to send an extension of yourself - your money - to work. That way, while you are putting in hours for your employer, or even mowing your lawn, sleeping, reading the paper or socializing with friends, you can also be earning money elsewhere. Quite simply, making your money work for you maximizes your earning potential whether or not you receive a raise, decide to work overtime or look for a higher-paying job." - Investopedia



Practically, that tells you nothing. It implies that the money is coming out of thin air and doesn't say a thing about the processes. I think most people just leave it at that and head off to learn how to use those magic stock numbers to get rich. But even if you don't see it, someone is getting hurt. I understand venture capital is sometimes needed to get things off the ground, but with new crowdsourcing capital generators like Kickstarter, that's not such a problem. And most people just buy off the TSX or something. Besides, fucked up corporate law requires companies to make every attempt to maximize profit for shareholders, which is horrible and stupid. Yay mindless pursuit of growth! Supporting that kind of system would suck even without the rest.


In the end however, it's a powerful income source that everyone has access to. I'm not sure how I feel about lower class people taking advantage of it. In the end, it's their (pshh, talking like I'm not a minimum wage worker) money that's being siphoned off by this system. They have a right to it, but it seems they shouldn't support it. And yet, maybe it would force corporations to behave if more lower class people were shareholders? Banks go and invest your money anyway, and give you a pitiful cut of the proceeds. I guess you should invest if you're lower class? But mostly everyone feels like they're poor, and push themselves into debt with stupidly extravagant purchases. The middle and upper middle class will only cement this system by jumping in,and I'm not sure where the cut off should be. Damn that's annoying. I'm tempted to just keep everything in cash on principle, but I have a feeling that would end badly and accomplish little.



I didn't realize this at first, but this entire post is reminiscent of Pierre-Joseph Proudhon quote I first encountered in high school and struggled for so long to understand- "property is theft". I should really go read his book.


I'll probably edit this at some point to make it more readable.


October 13, 2011

bluh?

What, is this a new post? What the fuck? Guess it is.

I guess I kind of extremely lag behind the general populace when it comes to mastering organization. There has been a breakthrough however. I have mastered the great and powerful art understood by toddlers everywhere: lists.

They help. A lot. My previous attempts to use them had a problem; I would either forget to put things on the list, or I'd forget to check the list. The difference this time relies on a simple little Firefox add-on called reminderfox, a calendar application that runs straight out of my browser. The application has support for user created lists: groceries, to-dos, anything like that. I created a to-do list, and soon everything I could think of soon found itself in a list. I don't even use the reminder portion of the add-on that much, but whenever it sends me an awesome little alert I am forced to remember to check my lists.

Right now I have 8 different lists on reminderfox: reminders, to-dos, groceries, music, linux prep, house upgrades, contacts, and free services to support. On my desktop is a list of passwords for different sites I used to put an end to my horrible password reuse habits, a list of stuff that I want but probably won't get, and a list of various life decisions I've made or am making. Sometimes the lists are practical, sometimes indulgent, and sometimes the only reason I can think of for them existing is to provide a map of who it is I am. I didn't think lists had such poetic potential, although that's silly because everything can be poetic or beautiful perceived from the right angle.

In homage to my new tool, one of my few weapons in this big bad world of confusion, I'm going to make a ten item or so list every day from now until I lose interest, and post them here every week or so. I'm not even going to try and make these lists very logical, it's hard to think of everything and I'd sort of prefer not to stress too much over something this random. Here's the first:

Things that make me happy:

1. Music
2. Learning things
3. Biking
4: Hanging out with friends
5: Technology
6: Making something worthwhile/ doing work I can readily see the results of.
7: Opening my mind to new ideas.
8: Daydreaming
9: Being busy with things I want to do
10: Being in love


And for no real reason: Song!