Guilt

There is so much that I should do that I don't. I feel like a terrible friend, roommate, family member, student, coworker, and basically everything else. I've let friendships die because I couldn't let myself go and have fun while I had stuff to do- but that stuff never got done. That happens a lot, I'll deny myself pleasure or have pleasure dulled to get myself to do something but it doesn't happen. I just sit in my room rotting instead. No matter what I take away from myself nothing happens. But the only other thing I know how to do is to ignore the problems. I have no tools in my toolbox for actually getting things done. I don't have a clue where to start.